it's sunday again

and there's the blues...

what's the use of working hard? do ppl actually appreciate it? one colleague said this on friday and i have been thinking. is it worth it to lose sleep over work, to give up meeting frens or going out when there's work to rush? i think it is not.. and maybe we have all been finding ways to get away from it all in our own ways. a few take refuge in their religion, going all out for activities they like, some just keep buying things, some just want to rest.

and queenstown is realli a little far... but it is a nice place...and it's best to get it while we can instead of waiting for opportunities that might not even materialise. with the cost of fuel going up, it realli is quite worrying.. everything is getting more expensive. money is never enough.. paid my school fees and i am broke before my pay day is even over... maybe i can find wat i dun wear in my wardrobe and sell them off. money can be used to fund my shopping? haha.. i do hope to save up for a digital camera soon. need a small one for work. haiz. but it must be good too.. so i'm not jumping into it.. selling my macbook too. i need one with better specs. if dun sell then no money. how like this?

ate too much over the weekend. need to lose weight. damn. no energy. waiting for school to start. it's going to be painful... ouch...

there's more to type.. but time is running out..