happy new year!

so we decided to go to countdown at marina bay at the end... nice fireworks... went out shopping.. took it easy... was thinking where we went for past years' countdowns.. haha.. couldn't rem... bad memories we both have... :p

anyway, it's a new year.. 2010 went past very fast.. it went on ok.. like my sis said, there isn't really a bad year.. the year could have been worst.. and we should be grateful that it was ok.. i agree. i think many things could have been a lot worst...

december was fun.. went to HK with a big tummy... took ferry to macau, forced our way up to the peak, went shopping and all.. it was fun... hehe.. taking the sub load flight was tough but worthwhile.. hehe... came back to sg first without sayang and managed to pick him... hehe..

after hk then went to stay at changi hotel with the family.. booked five rooms in total.. fun.. went to ubin and drank coconut juice.. nice... hehe..

nearly lost my oakleys cos i threw it down the rubbish chute by mistake.. fainted... sayang had to get himself dirty cos of me... :p

sorry sayang...

took it slow in 2010.. got married, got the house renovated and then got pregnant.. a little rushed it may seem but i think it's ok.. some plans had to change but well, life goes on...

can't wait to see baby.. not sure wat kind of mother i'll be.. hopefully baby will grow up well... off to sleep.. need to get myself mentally prepared for work... shall try to dream of baby's name again.. dreamt last nite but can't rem.. :p

nite all..

happy new year...

there's a clamp on my head

and it's being tighten as i am doing my work and trying to handle all that i need to do. my ppt slides are due today.. it is not ready. i am tired. like extremely. it is worrying.

i do not want my body to give up on me just yet. i am still young. i have many i have yet to do..

i know i probably should just go get my work done.. i'll do so. soon.

i am blessed with love from family and hubs.. i am thankful that i am able to do my work still. sometimes it is hard to handle.. and i feel like the head is being clamped. i do not like it..

i hope i can emerge from this all unscathed and not burnt out. i need a break. like seriously. so many things to oversee. no life at all.

i had a good time on 1 May by the way.. the romantic date did not turn out to be exactly very romantic, but the surprises were good.. i thoroughly enjoyed the night... it was nice... i know i said i want to go home, but it was really a nice sweet date... :P think i need chicken essence even for a date. haha. extreme tiredness felt all the time.............

argghhghhghghghhhggghghghh...

but it's all going to be ok, right?? trying to be a little more optimistic here.. alright... time to get back to work... :0

i wish for time to sleep and do all that i need to do...

hehe.. tat is kind of like my own birthday wish. haha.. but not in these exact words. cannot say exactly or it might not come true? haha...

getting a bit too tired about all these.. haiz.. and the body is not as able to handle all the abuse i am inflicting on myself. hmm.. i have aged..

metabolism rate has slowed down... can feel the fats accumulating.. haha.. maybe ppl will think that i am trying to be funny by saying this but really, i do eat my meals. i may not eat too much as my digestive system is not exactly in the best of shape, but i do eat and i cannot go without food except when fasting that is.

anyway, i am just rambling on... trying to think positive thoughts. happy to know that out clothes rack could be up soon.. hehe.. no more hanging at the windows... the walls will be filled with mostly my clothes. haha. should really be determined to clear out clothes i have not worn for the longest time. haha... or maybe just change a new wardrobe altogether?? haha..

time is flying by so quickly and i am feeling like i am lagging way behind... need to geta hold of myself and get moving. i need something to walk me up. i need to get chicken essence. arghhhhh....

i want to run away. stay at home and be a recluse sounds good too... life is too short to be always feeling tired... haiz.

i am 28 years old

woo hoo.. i am 28 years old. my little ever so cute and adorable nephew sang me a birthday song last nite and cut his cake toy and shared it with me. he saw my mum and aunt giving me red packets and he decided that he wanted to give me one too! he went to ask my mum for $2 and gave me a red packets!! haha... very funny... he really felt bad that the red packet was empty! he frowned and ran to the room to ask my mum.. i'm very touched... hehe.. then he passed me the present my sis was to give me. he passed it to me and told me it was a watch. haha... oh and he opened the present on my behalf too.. :p

but he is so cute lah.. and clever. too many examples. its amazing! wonder what my sister feeds him! hehe.. she has taught him well..

i got a new cute little camera from moe and hubby... a kate spade bag from myself... a nice baby g watch from my sis and love from many...

thanks... although i jumped out of bed at 6.30 today, i reached sch on time.. the art room check is cleared... just one more day tomorrow...

later going for dinner. i dunno where to go yet! and a movie although sound good, may take up too much time... hmmm... oh well.. i have to get work done and then get ready for the nite! maybe i should drink my coffee now! :)

what can i do?

to lessen dear's pain? its very worrying and heart aching to see yang waking up in pain and not being able to concentrate on his studies cos of the pain... and now tat we are almost going to move in, it is very worrying... i just hope yang will give his leg time to get well and when we do move, we'll do so at a comfortable pace... :)

i shall go to sleep.. will wake up together with yang later. at about 4. do some work while yang studies at his place... muacks.

love u dear...

cant wait for all the lights to be up! :)

Waiting for time to pass..

I love holidays. Like the thrill of just not having to go work if I dun feel like it and just rotting away.. It's a good feeling. Year end hold are the best. Travelling, family gatherings and all. It's good.. There's also the bonus.. Makes me feel that all that shit that happens throughout the year is ok afterall. We are all just slaves, aren't we? Working to earn our keep, bowing down to rules and at times, unreasonable bosses who think tat everything can be done effortlessly and that work is the most impt of all about family and satisfaction.

Been sitting at ya kun for 15 min and I see many ppl with weird habits. Have I really been out so little? Haha. Maybe. No time to obsere wat ppl do. This angmo found it hard to swallow the half-boiled egg. This lady came with her husband and son. She ordered two drinks and drank both, leaving none for her husband and son. This old couple came in and the elderly lady took the bread apart, scrutinized the bread for some time before she took a bite. Wonder what was she looking at? A little girl about Emre's age is trying to lick her mum everywhere! I'm sure her mum tasted real sweet! :p

Have to wait till 5 Jan to change to the iPhone 3Gs. So many things to do. Hmmm. Maybe it's not good to sit and think about things. I just get worried yet wun do much about it. Haha. Anyway, time to got for a colleague's wedding lunch at m hotel. I hope the walk from the mrt station is not long. The heels are killing me... :p

so sleepy now.

waiting for the time to go to the airport to pick Mr R. hopefully i will not fall asleep driving!

getting the keys next monday! yippee... very excited. so many things to do. :p will bring laptop to genting to do work. haha. next two days will be in sch to clear work though. and need to clean my extremely messy table and art room. haiz.

haiz. i need a better system of storage and compartmentalisation of my documents and all... argggh...

hopefully i can blog soon again with pictures of my cleaned up table, art room and own bedroom.

not many days left to the event in dec and then the 2nd event in jan. house needs to be cleaned up!!

hmmm.. i am sleepy...

gtg...

slack..

brain-dead...

bowled badly today.. :p