I've failed

- Failed to let ameldA sleep at 9.30. It's bloody 11pm ald. It's been so for the past few weeks. Damn.

- failed to get her to move out to her own bed

- failed to get her go eat healthily,

- failed to get her to greet the elders

- failed to talk patiently with Amelda

- failed to let Ayden sleep on his own

- failed to stay calm always

Basically, I've failed. Big time