So I am now a mother of two. Listening to the sounds of sleep from the hubs, daughter and son. Pretty amazing feeling. It's all calm when they all sleep. Kind of peaceful. It's pretty stressful when they are all awake. I get too highly strung up. Worried over so many things I really dun enjoy most part of the day.
Trying to take it easy and take things slow but it's tough.
I dun say many things. I prefer to keep quiet. It's does not mean I'm a pushover.
Anyway, the day didn't start very well and it kind of all went downhill. Sigh. Bad judgement calls were made and it went bad like it's all my fault. Was trying to accommodate but ended up making the day bad. I dun regret cooking dinner but I regret not insisting Amelda take a nap.
Anyway, I'm going for a 5 day sculpture workshop. I can't wait. It will be very interesting how I'm going to cope with hubs away at reservist. Oh well. Things will just happen somehow right? Haha.
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