having difficulty standing up straight and walking.. i am in so much pain i wish i can just lie in bed and not work on anything.. i am entertaining thoughts of being wheelchair bound.. i am letting my mind wander to the extremes... i am in pain...
from a game of tennis to aches this bad.... i think i dun want to play tennis anymore... then wat am i to do with the racket? haha.. i think rock climbing is less pain inducing for me... it realli is bad.. so bad tat i dun even feel like walking to the toilet... or even to shift to the sofa just a step away... the pain is making me not feel like talking.. i'm fine when sitting down.. the pain sets in when i try to stand up.. maybe i should just stand and not sit down at all. sob sob....
i am going to start on work. website, design for some brochures and all. i will get started, dun need to stand up and i'll do it.. maybe i should just wheel myself everywhere on my ikea chair... going to my room seems like a daunting task though..uphills and downhills to conquer... haiz.
i think i am going to drink another coffee... or maybe i'll just lie down and rest a while...
i'm so glad it's the hols.. but one week is over alreadi.. sadness...
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