it has been been a smooth start since the start of the year. in fact it has been bad. i am at one of my lowest point at work. i am not motivated to do anything and am so tired all the time. having 4 hours of cca, 2 hours of supp lessons, 3 hours of meeting each week is bad. in fact, it is terrible. apart from marking, i have not been able to do anything else. all i want to do is to go home early, slack, sleep and drag myself out of bed. gone are those days when i could stay up to do work, rush out things asap with no delay, be on time for submission.
i am slack. i admit it. i have gotten so tired of things that i just want to drop everything and just go. i lose my cool easily and all day i just show one irritated face. does not help that i hurt my right thumb before cny, fell sick for a while and today i scalded my left hand in school. the pain was excruciating. it was just water from the water cooler. i was distracted for just one sec and i was scalded. the water was really really hot... it's still red now and tender to touch.
i need to pick myself up. i started the year positive and recharged. i am now lost and behind time.i need to buck up and buck up quick. it will start now.just downed a bottle of chic essence. i intend to get lots of sour stuff. i need to go get my butt moving,. do some sports. feel fat and lethagic. this sucks. i better stop dwelling in my own misery. lots of deadline.
bloody................................. h***....................................................
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Jiayou!! don't be discouraged by the overwhelming work in your life.. take things one at a time, and don't forget to relax once in awhile!
hope your burn is better now.. get some burn cream from the pharmacy to help with the healing ah..
relax dear, be positive.. i'm always there if u need a chat k? u know that ritE? no worries :)
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