it's been a month..

since i last posted anything! where did i go? basically looking for time to sleep. haha.. been tired. essays due and all. i'm glad it's all coming to an end next year if everything goes well. it has been fruitful. i like to grow in terms of knowledge. think too kaypoh already. haha..

have to say this year has been exciting. a tad too exciting actualli. just paid the 5% downpayment for the flat. i'm 5k poorer and rat is 17k poorer for now.. of couirse it will all be wiped out next year, so it does not matter actualli. then was notified that i'll be away from 11 nov to 9 dec. going hk for a work attachment. i am actualli very worried. very scared and nervous. legs are soft and i was stunned for a while. so stunned i deceided to take a nap... didn't expect to get it. hmm.

after that will be a trip to states from 14 dec to 27 dec.. with the economy of states in this state, i'm wondering if it is actualli a good idea to go there... oh well.. keeping fingers crossed. hopefully there will not be much discrimination and all.. just want to see the place, take photos, buy coach bags and other stuff that are cheaper over there than here.

no money. cash is very tied.. need to budget for reno, solemnisation, banquet, furniture.. all to be done by the end of next year. a little bit of a rush here cos of this additional ten thousand grant that hdb gave.. need to submit the marriage cert then they will give key. then dun want to wait till 2011 to do the banquet so think need to rush... alamak... think need to move into an empty house.. haha.. this is bad.. wonder if there's budget template for wedding? think it will be very diy. dun think will get BS, PS will ask friends to do, video will ask friend, and so on.. will need lots of help..

it's getting exciting.. and i am getting a little lost. cannot imagine how to get them ready for exam, mark, do report book remarks, plan for the deco for prize giving, exhibit ceramics, finish art dept review, do action plan for next year, plan for teaching in hk and plan for trip in states.. think after tat need to take one month mc.. haha.. i am really really quite scared...