Who do I have to turn to?

Can't send long messages to hubs cos he gets frustrated.

But I am frustrated thus I send long messages. Who will listen to me? Or rather just read my messages?

Sad. I want to balance work and family but it's not possible. I only want my daughter to sleep so I get to sleep that little bit more. Why am I so tired? Why can't I just have that energy to be patient, to do everything with a smile? Maybe I am just an unhappy person. Maybe I am actually really uptight and upset all the time.

What is happiness? What makes me happy? Why do I lose my patience over small little things? Why am I always angry? Why?

I work hard cos I want to have the financial ability to buy wat I want and not worry. I do enjoy the status too although I dun enjoy the work as much now.

Sometimes I feel so sad. Sigh.