some things in life are just as such...

u win some, u lose some everyday. one day u are lucky, the next day u feel like the most unlucky of all. one moment u are happy, the next sadness seeps in, numbing ur happy thoughts, putting them all into deep sleep, difficult to rouse and awake again.

there's just so many things that happen everyday. good things, bad things, happy stuff, upsetting stuff.

complications are growing everyday. as we age, complications grow. no wonder they say when u turn 21, time flies so quickly u age in a blink of eye.. i didn't stop to think. not once till now. i ploughed headlong into things. making decisions without much thought, without thinking and planning in detail. can't say it's bad, but its not the best too. and when i do think before deciding, it may not turn out to be good too because i procrastinate too much. its complicating.

HAIZ

it's sunday. no school tomorrow, but i have to go back. got stuff to do. haiz. tues is another big day. if i can make it thru, i can breathe a little easier..

i wan to breather easily everyday..

the march of the saffron robes

skittles on my english lecture notes.. i like learning about the english language. no doubt it's tedious to rem so many rules, but i feel i have a much better understanding alreadi! happy...


the butt like butterfly bun @ rochor beancurd. so cute. hee..

my cute cheeky nephew yest again.. adorable.. just so adorable..

the day went on well.

but it's quite difficult to be brimming with happiness after watching the news report about the unrest in Myammar. Here we are, celebrating children's day, getting on with life pretty alright and there are ppl who are just trying their best to make lives better for themselves, at the expense of their own lives.. the monks are really trying to fight for a better govt, better lives for their countrymen. they are not armed yet at least 9 monks have been killed by gun-bearing soldiers. how can the soldiers bear to do it? isn't there a code of conduct for soldiers? why isn't anyone doing anything to help? who can help? just feel tat there's just too much unhappiness... haiz.

i think i'll go take a nap.. really tired..

some pictures to share (2nd post today)

my lovely nephew



my dear poly mates at TCC Boat Quay

still looking for a pix of my dear sec sch frens. we have not been taking many photos and actualli, we should go out more often.

my new phone is very soft. missed calls and sms. tsk.

post next time. need to get to work. in an irritable mood today. hmm..


Whoever is happy will make others happy, too. - Mark Twain

happy so far?

friday was a good day.


first prze winning piece


close up... neat and professional lookin!


second prize winning piece!

at night there was the mid autumn celebration. so tiring but lucky my duty was fun. made mooncakes and it was over in an hour. we cleaned up and then walked around talking and telling everyone about the win. haha.. oh well.. i was giddy with tiredness after the event...

i fasted onli half day.. so far only fasted 3 full days and the other days onli half. hmm.. not very impressive ah.. just find it difficult to do all the things with a headache and lack of energy. haiz. haiz... haiz.......

then came the weekend. done with one of my assignment. one more difficult one to go. supposed to do interview. but i got no interview, nothing. how? die. seriously. owing lost of work. i still have the english exam paper to set. will get down to it next week. haiz...

when will all these be over? i know i should be brimming with positive attitude! but it's kind of difficult at the moment. deadlines are difficult to manage...
. will get started on the psych assignment. sucks.

Happiness comes when your work and words are of benefit to yourself and others. - Buddha

I wonder if my work is benefitting others?

three days of happiness

Day 1: 16 Sepetember
Bought a new handphone! although it's not a SE, but i'll make do with it for the moment. it's a Nokia 6300 red colour!! hee hee.. happiness! i got a red phone! yeah yeah! i think i still need a decorative item.. wan to get the japanese kimono hanging ornament.. shall go airport and buy if still have sale... but i think dun have.. hmm..


my new phone!

Day 2: 17 September
Fasted the whole day. quite tough... was weak at 7pm.. had to put up with the lack of energy... but still, i was happy... cos work was ok.. tried my best to be positive.. not bad, not bad...


my dear yang! he makes my day!

Day 3: 18 September
Fasted half day, broke fast accidentally when i was offered some chips. hee hee.. didn't continue.. had craving for fried chicken.. the craving was not properly satisfied though.. will work on it soon...

i hope tom will be a good day too.. it's mid week... phew... i need a break.. happiness!!!! hee hee...

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful. - Albert Schweitzer